Suffused With A Hellish Red Glow

Or at least my printer is when I pick my new mouse up.

I just finished a wicked-cool week of hell doing SMADD (a Scripture Union arts camp for high school aged students). I co-ordinated the Media core, which was responsible for producing the camp DVD. Fun. The only downside was that my mouse got destroyed by some campers, so I had to purchase a new one. I would have liked an Apple Pro optical mouse, but for $125 I could have bought a wireless mouse & keyboard for that price, so instead I settled on a Microsoft Optical Mouse Blue. Now my Mac is defiled with Microfilth, but the mapping of the buttons means I can surf the net with one hand now, and no longer have to Option+click to download.

Means I am getting horrific RSI in my right wrist again, but who cares. I am loving the lack of a mouse ball, though. Very nice.

Pining after a girl atm. She shall remain nameless as MysteryGirl or MG. No, that's not her initials, so don't be stupid, but I am deep in conversation on the MSN with my friend AngelDancer about what to do...

B�L (shoujo.blogspot.com) says:
i wish i could just stop crapping around and tell her how i feel but i can't
B�L (shoujo.blogspot.com) says:
this sucks
B�L (shoujo.blogspot.com) says:
social conventions suck
(F) Angel ..... nice hobbitses..... says:
true
B�L (shoujo.blogspot.com) says:
and the screwed up world that creates a climate that breeds such conventions sucks
(F) Angel ..... nice hobbitses..... says:
Yes.
(F) Angel ..... nice hobbitses..... says:
But unfortunately there is nothing that we can do about that
(F) Angel ..... nice hobbitses..... says:
except maybe break a few of the conventions during our miserable lives
B�L (shoujo.blogspot.com) says:
yeah

Unfortunately I am still clueless, a hopeless romantic (I really am - I blame Japanese romance manga and repeated viewings of 10 Things I Hate About You and the other crap in the popular media that has screwed up my generation), so in desperation I am crying out for all those people who visit my website and don't leave comments to actually leave one for a change - if you're female though - and tell me the way in which you would have a guy friend tell you he feels for you and would like to investigate being more than just friends...

And it wouldn't weird you out.